I've upped the medication. The counselor doesn't tell me much anymore because he assumes I'm doing so much better. I feel worthless. To top it off, I'm also a Christian and can't help but wonder why God even made me whether I'm not going anywhere with life. I'm in college, I have friends and family...but no one understands.
just be sincere with them... There is a combination of meds that can help. I know how you feel. Its a battle, and you don't wan't to lose. Don't kill yourself. Theres more in the future you wan't to see. Whether you are Christian, than maybe you can talk to your pastor and have them shed some light on your situation. People will not understand unless they are in the same situation hugz
did u up the med or the dr. whether u did u need to go back to dr. sometimes it takes tring a diffrent med. and some can take time to work
I can understand how you feel almost precisely. On meds, with counsellor - everyone thinks the world is fine, and even when I try to explain they just say don't worry, you'll be ok tomorrow'. It's a long, long battle. I just try to concentrate on the little matters, even when people think that is a little odd. Take your time, it's frustrating, feeling so alone when so many people are there.
Some days I wake up and I want to kill myself. Every knife looks like the reply. I struggle to receive through that day, I really do. But I do. And you do. Take each day at a time.
What she said is true, people don't understand unless they've been in the same situation. I do, because I have depression as well ) The thing is, counseling and meds can help but they don't fix the real problem, they just help to cover it up. What changes is yourself and how you view matters. You're not worthless, you're never worthless, and life is always worth something. It's the simple matters that make life wonderful. When you look at the big picture, the forest, you can receive your head missing in it. You have to memorize to look at the trees. Suicide is never worth anything. You would overlook what I'm certain could be the best years of your life! You only have one life. Make the best of it.
Cheer up )
Brink - the reply is No
I tried this years ago and I saw demons coming for me. No lie. Then I called my husband and got medical help. Killing yourself is no escape. You need a new psychiatrist. Live only one day at a time. Try a good 12 step group. I found most Christians arn't that helpful. Try praying for 1 hour a day - set a timer. That has helped me as well.
Make prayer in native church. priest helps to make over it.
Remember: Your life is brilliant, perfect and ideal. But now you loose your road, you loose approximately yourself. Think about it. Find people who help you. I believe, that you a Great Person. Only begin to make your first step for healing your life.
Secondly, go out of your depression. Site www.relaxation123.com helps.
Think approximately you. You are best!! )
just be grateful u have family and friends a domestic food water etc theres numerous worse off and god probably isn even real